@Updates@

Well, guess what? The Twilight Saga *which I'm totally into it* , the second book, the second movie, NewMoon is coming out in about two more weeks!! *cheers+applause* Waiting for it, neck-long . Although out of the 5 books *read MidNight Sun partial draft*, like New Moon the least..

WHY? Simply because my hero, my Edward flee away, and tried to kill himself when he thought that Bells was dead. *sad* Strong love bond, huh?

What to expect? Well, lots of things that I wanted to see in the movie.. The sort of royal, Volutri, the yellow Porsche Alice stole, Bells' so-called Cliff diving and well, when Edward left Bells in the meadow and when the both of them tried to work things out~

argh!! Too much things on mind!! Can them just fit the whole book, each and every scene into the movie? Damn!! Gonna watch it in the theaters, download it and BUY ORIGINAL DVD!!
*flash-back*Where did I kept my Twilight DVD??

Had a terrible fight with BabePrince. Stop interfering my social life, okie? When did I said you must not contact with all ur Ms.Ex?? Well, they are part of our life.. I am not the girl who will demand her boy to stay away from all his ex-partners!! Ex-partners are not just simply ex-partners!! They are the ones once you are madly, deeply in love. They are your FRIENDS too!! I don't know what to expect from you if you don't even contact or greet ur friends..

Anyway, I'm soooo sorry to yell at you... Sorry~

@Sleepover@

Had a sleepover a.k.a Slumber Party with the girls last Saturday night.*happy* I used to love slumber parties with my girl BFFLs. Girl power reigned supreme as we played, we make up, pigged out on popcorn, belted out our favorite pop songs and scared each other witless during candlelit ghost stories. But the best part of the night was the emo-talk. It was through those slumber parties tells-alls that you picked up tips on French kissing, perfect manicure technique and how to handle date disasters. Wasn't it great fun?

Last Saturday's sleepover was a bit different, since its Halloween Night. Well, its' indeed a night full of excitement and of course, TRAVEL!! Imagine, from Sunway to Puchong , from Puchong to Quattro, which is in KL. Clubbing isn't part of our normally sleepover routine, but, yeah, included it this time. But, din really club cause every one was craving for a real sleepover. *winked*

Midnight swim, PJ party, dress up session and of course the best emo-talk part. Emo, hemm. We are all strong girls, we are capable of everything!! *guilt* Visited the Coach's website during the night and Gosh! There are so many nice stuff!! Jeez, we need money!! Money, a lot of money!!

@Girls, I miss you all very much!!@

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To describe my love for you?
Well, higher than the sky above..
Deeper than the sea beneath ..
Stronger than the winter winds blowing through the trees..
Richer than the honey's taste..
Sweeter than the dew..
Greater than the reach of time..
This is my love for you.
I searched for words to tell you how much you mean to me..
To let you know how precious each day has come to be..
To show how much I value the little things you do..
How much you mean to me
Can only be expressed,dear
By saying " I LOVE YOU"

The shape of your lips match mine perfectly.
I believed that we are born to be together~

@Updates@

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Well, bloggie had been ditched for quite some times. *guilt* Basically, nothing much happened, just another ordinary week of UTAR Perak Campus , same life.

Went Tesco for Re-stock with ShennYi LuiLui yesterday. Yeah, call us INSANE!! We walked to Tesco from UTAR EastGate. *applause* Well, we actually walked like 5mins in the rain with hoodie and cacat umbrella and two nice girls in Saga stopped and gave us a drive. *happy* One girl in purple was actually sitting next to me while I'm waiting for ShennYi to come. Wait! Suddenly realize the two of us used to action together recently. Good for us?

Yeah, Mama was shocked when I said that I actually bought the RM19.90 steamboat set. She thought I was over reacted. *innocent* Mum, I do eat a lot, okie? And, I am trying hard to save money to get some stuff end of this short trimester^^

Maths for Social Science and Business is totally a disaster!! Opps, I don't mean the subject itself. What am I dissatisfied with is when the tutorial is conducted. Hey Wey, chapter 1 is about simple function and algebra application can? Don't act like its the hardest questions in the era, ok, my dear tutorial mates~*gulp*

Well, an old friend of mine, again, appearing on the Ifeel Magazine.and this time, with his Sweet Gal.. So, human, go grab your very own copy of Nov Ifeel Magazine.. FYI, their are indeed a sweet couples^^ *winked*

Just For you~

When she acts shy-
Say I Love You-
When she runs away from you-
Chase her
-When she puts her face near yours-
Kiss her
When she kicks and punches you
Hold her tight-
When she is silent-
Shes thinking of how to say I Love You-
When she ignores you-
She wants all your attention-
When she pulls away-
grab her by the waist and never let go-
When you see her at her worst-
tell her shes BEAUTIFULL!
-When she screams at you-
Tell her you love you love her you mean it
When you see her walking-
Sneak up behind her and grab her by the waist and give her a kiss-
When she is scared-
Hold her and tell her everything will be ok cause shes with you
When she looks like somethings matter-
Kiss her and tell her not to worry-
While she holds your hand-
Play with her fingers.


BabePrince, you are so sweet. You did all these just right. You can always catch me off guard, and I really do LOVED you. Yes, LOVED, in past tense. Maybe its still LOVE now, without the "D", but this time I am really making it a Past Tense.

I knew I said that, the both of us must learn bout forget and forgive, and start all this again. But, after the trial of these few days, I learned that I can forgive, but I cannot FORGET!! Those memories , sadness, tears are haunting me, they are, KILLING me inside!! I loved you so much, and I do believe in your love and have faith in you. But, I can't stop myself from imagining things, thinking of thousands of possibilities. I just can't smile at you, without any restrain and burden.

I'm sorry@@
XOXO

~I can never get over you~

Well, tried some psychology tests @YG, and its damn accurate.. Emo-ing. To My Mr.ExBabe, I just realized one thing. I dun even know are you gonna read my blog ever again, but, I chose to write it out and hopefully its still the mean for you to know I feel , deep in my heart.. Well, if you are here, just take a look.

I knew I had been too self-centered since the first days, and I used to be. I really don't realize bout it until the very last of our good days. Yeah, I gave you the excuse to flirt, well, that's how you defend yourself. But, you never tell me bout it. You kept everything, I mean, EVERY SINGLE THING . *sigh*

Every time when it comes to you, I throw my dignity away and the same goes to my pride. I'm just lost when you are with me. The last time when I ditched my dignity and begged for you to stay? *rolled-eyes*Fresh memories, though it SUCKS!!

No matter how firm that I pretended to be, you know I will take you back no matter how.
No matter how angry or mad I am at you, everything is fine when I wake up the other morning.
No matter how wrong you go, I am still here waiting.
No matter what you did to me, I will take you back as long as you run back and tell me you need me.
For now, I really don't understand how could I just take a turn and you're with her ?
How long it took you ? A WEEK? Perhaps, shorter? *sigh*

I am acting cool, acting like I don't care bout you anymore. I hate those best friends talks that I told you. But, I don't know what else I can do to keep you with me, at least, to hear from you. You won't know, your replies, texts, e-mails, MSN chatting, every single thing that are related to you, ache my heart.

I knew from the moment when I first saw you, if we ended up badly, I can still NEVER GET OVER YOU.

I loved you, and I always will be..

@Nostalgia@

Missed his first Prom Night and our First Dance.*flashing-back* Sweet talks , oh , sweet talks, are sweet talks is more than enough to keep a relationship? *doubting*

Well, I wanted to tell myself.
" Gal, have faith in him. Give him time to prove himself and believe that everything the two of you endure now is to make stronger bond between the two of you. If the two of you can survive via this, and it will be an eternal love, it will be forever for the two of you."

Wanted to, is different with I can tell myself like that. Rationally, I want to end all these miserable stuff desperately. But, emotionally, my heart aches, I just can't just let go. *sob*

Frustrated, because of the Internet Connection. It just simply SUCKS!! *groaned* It took like one whole day to download a 3MB song and took me forever to load a page!! What the heck is this? Even when I on my computer early early this morning to load for my Country Story, the line is lag.

What happen to the streamxy provided? Some said Westlake is upgrading their server. Wondering why don't they did it during the almost one month semester break? Can't imagine how long will it takes me to post this post. *angry* Feel like killing people, my MSN keeps dc, sign in and out, it bothers me and for sure also for those in my contact list. *sigh* What to do??